unfinshed

Lost and lonely is how I feel, sleeps a burden
I try to deal .. The smiles came first a sweetness I saw ,
I felt I fit ,how well we draw ..there was no patience ,no time to grow
Never met no one like you ,it was not a show , I was not ready u had to know .
The timing was off my life was a mess ..I don’t blame you ..you
Did your best ..I’m sorry for the doubts for the fears and the fights ..

Nighty Erotica

he comes to me almost like a dream ,kisses my thighs and wants in between .touches me softly our bodies move as one .time sets still no one has to run ...then he pushes harder a key well to place . he looks in my eyes the sweat glistening off his face ...

this is so true( Whitehorse )

Heartless

shadows dancing on the wall. nothing matters not at all .
love and passion we both share .something weighin heavey ,
more than i can bare. tell me that you love me
and it is not a lie ..that it does not matter

even if i cry .you ll always love me, and youll never leave .
tell me this i need to believe .without your love i just cant breath

Men

I never should of known you ..i never should of cared .you lied to me ..and i was always there .im not perfect . i know this is true .but i have nothing to hide .. i did not lie to you . if you ask me i tell you .you know this is so ..how could you hurt me you really blow ...

your gone .....

troubleing thoughts that weigh on my shoulders
i think of you and wanting to grow older
...troubled times strains us both
now u are almost like a ghost
floatin in and out my troubled walls
catchin me always when i fall
i feel your gone im sad to say .
..it hurts soo bad your far away