to ask one such a question does not usually floor the normal man ..however this man i felt it might take a eternity for him to even try to explain ...i trembled softly as he reached to me holding his hand out softly ....
I walked around this house i wonder oh so much how it looked. In 8 months i always wondered .
He showed me all his accomplishments and i saw all the traces of a married family man . What have I done .
I layed in his bed he pleasured me amincly .As i lay there looking around i see everything the jewelry her clothes her name .
Emily sketched lightly on the paper on her jewery box .. I had become what i never wanted to be
.I was the mistress in the rich mans closet . It all made since now .Why did i fall in love with man with so many secrets .
How could i let my vulnarable heart feel this way .. All my flash backs came fluttering back . Memories of my husband .
I was married to one man togther 10 years when it all fell apart .. I remebered that cool autumn night when i got off of work and went by his apartment.
We had been astranged for a few months but he kept askin me would i consider us gettin a new house togther ..I was really considering it till i drove up .
I saw a company employess car out front .
I knew it was Rochelles car i walked to door and knocked twice no one anserwed ,so i let myself in i walked down hall way and started to open door as i did ..
i saw my husband bouncing up pull up his sweats .Rochelle was behind him .All the anger rushed through my body all the lies and deceit my husband stop coming home it was all her ..
I knew it deep down i snapped in a violent rage .I lunged for both of them naturally he defended her .Me and my husband fought like to sore tailed cats .
Finally when seeing this ends it i just walked away ..
It had been 2 years since that night. I had not looked back i had it erased it from my memory .Yet now on this day lying in this others mans arms lookin around
i now see what i have become ..I have turned into Rochelle . At that moment all joy went from me .All color from my skin and the sadness set in ..
There was no happy ending for me .I was just a secret of one rich mans closet
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