never ever .....

wave on wave

fire fire

FIRE FIRE FLAMES DESIRE SEX AND LOVE LIFT ME HIGHER ,
nasty thoughts sink in my head befor i knew that u were dead ,
a love i thought would always last makes my mind go to the past ..
i think of all the love we shared and how i questioned if u cared ...
a love i thought would never end i guess my heart will never mend ...

unspoken thoughts

Passion erupts from deep withen ,makes my body want to sin .kindred spirits warm embrace ..flicker lights moods enhance you pierce my skin my heart will race ,,you bite my lips how well i taste .I look in your eyes entrapped by the night .pulling my head down into the light ..you scratch your nails all down mu back ..biting knibbling upon my neck ..in heated passion a mighty thrust ..i turn to u but should i trust ..the need is gone you have to rush ...thank you sir you made me blush....

lovers curse

A troubled soul ,,her heart on hold her love was lost ..

to try and repair there is a cost...

To live in real world she is cursed never adorned ..

Fallen from grace always feels her heart is torn ..



She meets a man of style and taste ..

she looks at him hopes her heart will race

Who is this man ,that caresses my hand talks

softly to me and tries to be friends ...



He chats with her and makes her live

smiles and laughs how much she will give

to walk with him upon a beach

talk with him be in his reach ..



Is he her love she asked of thee

to lift the curse and set her free,,,,,

* joshies *

who would think it would come to this ..
i feel pain stricken from u r test ..
i only live why do u hate ..i came to you always i was not really late ..year and in half maybe u wanna escape ...
i was always there even until late
you got busy ..i got sad ...i went back in real world and you got mad ..i never stop caring not even a drop ...my love did not change it never stopped ...my real worlds a mess i only date ..
i think u r worried it is to late ..but u never came ..i guess im to blame ..but i wont stop loving u even if u hate ...

The perfect man

the perfect man .
how will i know
Is it in his kiss
how well he will hold
Does he compliment and make you smile
laugh with you and sing awhile
Do your eyes sparkle in his embrace
When he touches you does your heart race
Is he the perfect man i cant deny .
If im hurting will he cry ...
can i have him please dont lie ..
without his love ill surely die

Pain

We have grown apart ,
I see its true
I really don"t know what to do .
I felt your love ,But never knew .
I hurt you deep i know ..i sware
yes i did it ,just to see i could ..
Tortured by addiction , a twist of fate
Now i feel you must really hate
I am bad for you , I am no good ..
If i could take things back ,you know i would ..
You should walk away this i say .. find another who wants to play ..
And melt your heart so she shall . im not worth it now ..
you understand im thinkin of thee...my heart breaks deeply but it must be..
I let you go my dear sweet prince ..go find another who will love thee